Its been 4 days after i realised that the baby gone. Really dont know what to do. What to think. Just feel sad because the baby is gone. Doctors already triple check for the third time and told me that he still didn't find the baby heartbeat.
I already check my HCG and it confirms it all.
My baby just dont develop as it should be.
Mengimbau semula belajar Shorthand tahun 2002, secara jujur agak da lupa sikit la cara mengguris shorthand ni, kalau trengkas tu ingat lagi sebab kadang2 digunakan juga time catit minit mesyuarat.
So this is pitman shorthand. As long as i could remember i learn to write shorthand with Mr Arshad if i remember his name correctly, he always wear a shirt with two or three of the button show his chest, and he always talk with this strange slang.
He always force us to write tow the boat to the bay today, and he read it out loud so we could write it correctly, at that time i really hate writing it because it really bothersome to me.
But now i do really miss studying again and really want to write in shorthand again although it tough.
So actually dapat tau pregnant dalam minggu lepas kalau ikut kiraan da 7 minggu lebih tapi bila doktor scan minggu lepas 18/9/2017 to be the exact date doktor kata hanya nampak ruang and x nampak heartbeat baby pun lagi. Jadi doktor suntik ubat hormon and bagi aku supplemen asid folic 5 mg dan duphaston.
So minggu ni doktor check lagi 25/9/2017 nampak sack baby so doktor kata ada perkembangan cuma belum nampak heartbeat lagi. So kena suntik lagi ubat hormon and makan ubat asid folic dan duphaston lagi.
Masa mengandung kan humaira pun aku kena suntik sampai 11 minggu and makan ubat juga tapi tak ingat kan. Cuma ingat bab suntik tu je. Doktor kata aku ni masalah hormon so kena support dgn ubat hormon juga.
At least ada inisiatif untuk selamatkan baby and pastikan baby hidup. Really hope the baby can make it. Macam humaira dulu. Sebab tu bila humaira buat perangai degil dia je i remind my self that its not easy to have her and husna so kena SABAR
Setelah sekian lama, aku tak masak. Hari ini dalam sejarah aku masak. Daging blackpepper siap bekalkan untuk Mr Bear. Rasa last aku masak tahun lepas kot pastu bekalkan makanan untuk Mr. Bear tak ingat bila last time. (Nampak sangat lama tak masak).
So hari ni at the office. Bos meting with BB and the Secretary of course la rehat2 sambil minum kopi (Pfft berangan la kalau boleh buat gitu). So every time my boss pergi meting unit yang berkaitan mesti kena bersiap siaga sebab nya kalau bos ada sesi why this why that why why why dan group whatsapp juga akan dipenuhi dengan soalan-soalan cepu emas.
So as a secretary kalau dorang tak respon aku la tukang lari-lari anak bgtau bos nk immediate answer skang juga dan join skali tengok report2 yang buat mata aku nak juling setiap kali tengok. Nasib baik aku da belajar baca report tau (berlagak la pulak). Jadi aku jugala tolong respon kat bos kalau dorang takut nak respon takut kena baham (muahahahaha).
So ada dua meting arini dengan the BB so my boss of course la the mood
DO NOT DISTURB ME TODAY is on.
Hari ini dapat surat dari HQ berkenaan sekatan bayaran potongan gaji melebihi 60% maknanya kalau slip gaji ngam-ngam 60% automatik tak boleh buat potongan lagi atau senang kata tak boleh buat pinjaman lagi. Memang tak boleh nak tipu la sebab AG takkan menipu. Kita boleh tipu slip gaji tapi tukang kuakan slip gaji mane boleh tipu kan...
Siapa-siapa nak pinjam lepas ni kalau lebih dari 60% tu kenala bayar sendiri...
Adoyai...
Masak...
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Dulu saya makan dulu saya tak terpikir nak join.
Saya mula menggunakan Shaklee ketika berpantangkan Husna pada tahun 2012. Disebabkan Doktor Pakar yang merawat saya melarang keras saya makan Jamu pada ketika itu saya menggunakan alternatif makan vitamin bagi menampung keperluan kesihatan saya.
Ingat lagi masa tu set pertama saya makan diberi dalam bentuk set ubat yang pakej kecil punya. Khas buat mereka yang baru nak mencuba produk Shaklee. Tapi rasanya da tiada lagi set packaging kecik macam tu mungkin untuk mengekalkan kebersihan produk.
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Mac is approaching fast, time do pass like the wind pass near us.
January and February come just like that.
January Husna starting school at the new school near our house. We decided to send her to local Tabika Agama so she can start learning more about Islam. At first im really worried that she might not coop with thing because she already remember her teacher and friend name.
February we gladly felt that we made the right decision by sending her to that school. She started reciting the name of Prophet Muhammad kids. She start reciting Doa (I should learn it though). She start comparing her old school is singing and this school only learn reciting Doa.
Yup kids this is just the beginning. You already taste how good it felt to live in that good paradise. But im worried if you to happy living in this world you would forget about Akhirat, Jannah is our target not the world.
Humaira also starting to learn reciting the Doa and Surah that she hears from her sister and me.
Humaira is 3 years old this year, she started to show her true character. Very cheeky, lively, happy and fierce. Boys were so afraid of her compare to Husna.